i opened the letterbox today and saw a letter addressesd to me from NTU.

as much as i expected myself to be rejected by them, there was still a part in me hoping that a miracle would somehow fall on me; and that i would be reading the letter and jumping cos they accepted me. but the truth is i've been rejected by them, and they've even put it in a very nice way saying that rejecting us was a difficult decision. thanks man!!

no doubt that i've expected this myself, but i still do feel kind of disappointed after reading the letter. well, it's okay and i've accepted it and am totally fine. we all gotta move on, right? anyway, now i just hope to receive something more positive from psb. similarly, no news from nus doesnt mean good news. i think the rejetion letter from nus is now in the postman's hand and has yet to find its way to my letterbox, but maybe soon.

i really hate the fact that we're judged by a piece of paper, we are defined and judged upon by a piece of paper. i really wish i can just make do without it but apparently, it's impossible. i'm loving every part of my life, except this part about not being able to obtain that piece of certificate which more or less decide my future. screw it!!!

i'm totally fine, just a short ranting. i'm looking forward to taking the plane again though i dislike taking it. it makes me urgent(for toilet) but couldnt release when i go to the toilet. and i try not to drink and go toilet before boardin the plane but it still doesnt helps. luckily enough, the duration of the flight to Jarkata is only 2hours. compared to the 4.5hours flight to Taiwan, it's much more shorter. =D

okay, here's an advanced greeting for my dear peifen. happy 19th birthday! hope that the both of us will get into psb together! 7th year into our friendship and counting on, i'm really glad you were here with me during the darker days this year. stay happy always, my dear!

bye!