past few days have been a rollercoaster ride for me. filled with ups and downs, mostly downs though and i guess you know why. for the first time, i've had the chance(which i dont really want) to experience the underlying meaning behind the word, failure. but it only makes me a stronger person and i will move on. i appreciate the unconditional love and support i get from everyone, my family and friends. thanks for the heart-warming advice and messages from you guys, and now i've gotten over it. and i'm not ashamed to say that i wont be able get into a local uni with my results because i know i tried, perhaps it(effort) wasnt enough and all came too late. but i've got no regrets and through this, i've learnt a great lesson and i know what i should be doing in the near future. thanks to all who stand by me; your simple words of encouragement meant a lot to me.

now, i'm really looking forward to the Taiwan trip. 2weeks later on this day at this time, i will be on the plane already. i'm hoping to enjoy myself to the fullest with no worries at all and shop at every possible place that we can go to! If you have anything that you would like me to help you buy from taiwan, just msn/sms me. i'll be more than willing to help! =)

i'm going to prepare for work now! but i would like to end my post with something meaningful and motivating. i find it very true, especially when i read it now. it's a poster that i bought last year to motivate myself. reading it now, gives me a totally different experience.

Life Isn't Always Easy
by Mary A.Rothman

Life can be unfair at times
when you must maintain faith
And never let go.

It is especially during the difficult times
that you must live your life
to its fullest potential.
Those are the times to triumph over circumstances.
with Hope and Courage.

Life isn't always easy,
but if you keep going and persevere
to the very best of your ability,
you will gain strength to manage
the new challeges ahead.

Each goal that you reach,
is another important step forward.

Believe that there are
bright and wonderful days
ahead for you and you will find them.