hello.

everyday has been very much the same, it's just more fys and more papers to do.
time is running out, i really know that. but somehow i still fail to keep track of it and i let it slip by every now and then. 45more days and i hasn't been really serious, i feel so guilty now.

to say that i'm not affected by my prelim results which were disastrous, i'll be deceiving myself and everyone else. it's kind of demoralizing and yeah, it's affecting my mood and i know it's my fault for not doing enough. but i really put in more effort than before but my results show otherwise. perhaps this isnt where i should be. but anyway, now is not the time for me to give up cos it's not an option for me. soo, after the principal's talk on fri. i know it's time for me to look and move ahead. No point crying over spilled milk cos it aint gonna change anything at this moment. So, move on!

i still deeply and strongly believe in this quote i saw in the past.
"FAILURE is SUCCESS if you LEARN from it"
failure = prelim, success = learn from all the mistakes i've made for this prelim and work on it. this is so applicable to me and as i study now, i'll always be reminded of it and get up from where i fall. everyone else who's working hard for a's, let's endure this 1mth+ and we can enjoy the holidays with a guilt-free mood!

so instead of complaining and more complaining, i shall act on it. jiayou!

bye!