sad

SAD DAY! got back results today. total disaster. i know that i really did badly this time round. this is one of the worst results i ever got. sigh. i'm disappointed with myself. i guess i'm just plain lazy. i cant get things right. i cant achieve what i want. i cant meet the targets that i set for myself. it's all because of one word LAZY ! sigh. i'm soooo not in the mood to do anything now. but it's time for me to buck up and start working hard. MT O LEVEL is in 2 days' time. somehow i don feel tense up or anything. but i really hope that i can get at least an A2. i know by saying is not going to help, so i have to show through by actions. i believe that this mid-year really serves as a lesson learnt as well as a motivation. i think i must go and photocopy out my result slip and paste it on the wall. and let it serves as a reminder for me. i must do well, I CAN DO WELL !!! as what most of us say, it's still not the end of the world yet. it's just a mid-yr and we still have the june holidays to catch up our work. everything hasn't ended yet. it's just another start. time to wake up! time to study! i think it's time for me to stay away from the comp. my sis is a good example, she's hardworking and not lazy. she really study very hard. and since she can do it. i believe i can make it too! bye!