peiling's bdae

yo! Happy birthday to peiling!!! lol. anyway, today is the 2nd of may which is our dearest peiling's birthday. haha. soo, another new week. perhaps this is going to be a really tiring week. having to catch up with so many many topics for mye. and humans paper are on friday. there's really not much time left for revising. -dead- i'm starting to feel the stress now, as exams are round the corner and there are so many things undone yet. sigh.

anyway, ytd was labour day. happy belated labour day! lol. went over to peifen's house for grp study. well, grp "study" i think. we wasn't really studying or revising but instead we spent most of the time on tv and fooling around. wasted half the day slacking and didnt manage to get anything done. soo, they were playing with this webby where you get to load photos in it and it'll start scanning the photo and u will know who the celebrities u look alike with. well, it's kind of lame but it actually brought us a lot of laughter. lol. was laughing at almost every pic shown and laughing out loud is one good way of releasing stress if you're feeling stressed up. went home around 7+ and i started doing the few e-maths qns, was quite fed up cos i keep seeing the wrong coordinates and stuffs and always get the wrong answer. zzz. couldn't slp ytd nite either. spent around 1 hr lying on the bed and staring at the ceilling. lol.

soo, today went to sch. nothing special happened, sang a bday song for pl during recess time. lol. make her paiseh, but it will definitely be a memorable bday song for her! lol. after sch, went to the coffeeshop opposite sch for lunch. soo i'm pretty full now. =D

as i was thinking through, i really do feel that human beings are really quite weird. in a way, they actually have all the weirdo actions which makes me think that way. i guess things are better now, my parents are at least communicating with each other. though they might appear strong on the outside, but they do care for each other too. and i'm glad things are not as worst as what i thought. =D
soo, after much thoughts. i feel that some people are really weird. they don mean what they say. as in, they say things out in a way but in actual fact, their heart are telling them to do otherwise. and, i'm starting to realise certain things which are going on in my life are changing, no longer what it used to be like. true enough, people change. no one will ever remain the same throughout the next 5 years or so. given a few months or even weeks, things can change drastically. we never know, we can't predict the future, we can't really have control over everything in our lives. well, sometimes things do turn out the way u don wish it to. but what can we do? in fact, there's really nothing much we can do but just to accept it as it is and try to change the situation in a way that it is in favour of ourselves. upon reading a passage in the internet, certain thoughts struck me and i've been thinking through about it these few days. well, one cannot be too demanding or else things will get worst and nothing will be solved. to me, i feel that, it's better to be less demanding and open up your heart and accept things. though not everyone have the same perspective, but it's possible to change. just like in a friendship, we get along with our group of friends and we stick to one another for few years. but after a long time, u realize that one of ur fren has a bad habit which he/she finds it hard to change, den we should actually try to accommodate him/her and give him/her time to change and things might turn out for the better. it's just purely an example and i'm not implying anything. soo, don worry. i'm just tryin to pen down some of the things which are going through in my mind, and that's all. nothing else. =D

anyway, i think i have to go now. time to find my books and start mugging. zzz. get really tired at the sight of books. lol. but, no choice. still have to do it. i must bear with it. it's only going to last for the next 2 weeks and i'm free(relax). it's not O level, but still we can take a rest before preparing for prelims or O level. soo, jiayou! wont be updating much since i'm lagging behind now. soo, take care! goodlick to all and happy studying! =D