fail combined humans

yo! today isn't my day, not a happy day. well, today is the start of MT intensive, it's going to last for 6 days, till next thursday. and i think i'm going to faint even before taking the MT O lvl paper. cos this whole intensive thingy is like super boring!!! imagine, 3/4 of the day is spent on chinese and you have to face the chinese teacher for like so long. it can be real torturing ok. i really cant take it, but still have to. cos i really hope to clear my chinese this time round. i don want to take chinese at the end of year again!! so i must jiayou! not only me, everyone must jiayou!!! =D

anyway, got back our geog papers today. sigh. i failed. as usual, i kind of expected that grade cos i didnt study properly for my geog. in fact, there were sectionA and sectionB but i only studied for sectionB. so i actually gave away the marks of sectionA. lol. it's not that i dont wanna study for it. but seriously, there wasn't enough time for me to cover ALL the topics. i know if it's O level, no matter how hard it is, we still have to finish studying all the topics. but it's mye and i didnt prepare beforehand so my results were so sucky. lol. so, i failed my combined humans. sigh. this is so saddening! overall, i failed 2 subjects which is so bad. i swear i'm going to do well for my prelim and O-level. i'm going to plan a time-table and i'll make sure that i'll follow it closely. it's my own future and not anyone else, so only i can make a difference to my own future!

after school, went to mac for lunch. as usual, talk and crap. eat until very full now. full until i have the feeling of puking. sigh. anyway, i hope this mye really serves as a kind of motivation for me. for me to continue working hard to achieve better grades. i know i can do better than this. this is just mye, there's still time to buck up. so no one must give up! lol. MAYBE going to watch "when a stranger calls" tmr after school. but my money now going to spend finish soon. have to save money again. sian. still have to pay zw money! lol. it's been so long but still haven return him all the money yet. so paiseh. but i'm trying my best to save money already. sigh. soo, that's all for today. take care! pf, don watch too much ER MO !!! it harms u ok! lol. =D