life?

yo! my mood is rather bad at this point of time. something had happened and i'm not feeling good about it. well, sometimes i just wish for certain things. at different point of time, i really feel differently. what happened today had happened so many many times that i really feel sick and tired of all these. my parents are giving me hell and i really feel like shouting out what i feel but i dont have the courage. afterall, they're still my parents. if only my father were to take a step back, all these wouldn't have happened at all. at this point of time, nothing we(me & my sis) do is going to help. my mum wanna go msia but my dad forbid her to do so. so they were quarrelling this afternoon over this matter. if not i'll be in msia now. anyway, so they were shouting very loudly, and i actually hide myself in the room. cos i really hate hearing quarrellings between people especially my family and friends.
so they quarrelled and my mother ignored my father since this afternoon. well, my dad went to msia with my grandparents and we as the filial daughters(haha) accompanied my mother to shopping. went to cwp since 2 and came back around 5. spent a lot of money today, i mean my mother. she bought so many things for us and also for herself. probably becos the govt. gave the money to them already. so we spent like around $100+ on eating and buying some useful things. lol. and i was trying to find something for pl's bday present. and OH YA! we've sent our feedback to the SMRT bus service already. well, cos the bus driver's attitude really sucks and he did something wrong and yet he didnt apologize. which makes me and my sis so fed up that we decided to complain. lol.
anyway, as i was saying.. after that we came home and slack around and my father returned from msia already den he asked me to go down and help to take things up. so i went down with my sis to help him. den.... some boring things happen in between which i don wanna say.. and.. my dad ask my mum to keep the fishes all that but my mum don wan. (both my parents are very stubborn). so my mum came out of her room to the living room den my dad not happy with her attitude.. so my dad actually pushed my mum(my sis sae so). and upon hearing that, i got super angry with my dad !!! i don think there's a need to resolve to such actions over such silly matters rite. well, i haven really cool down yet. my father really went overboard this time round and i'm not helping him!

if he's good enough to let my mother go msia today, all these shits wouldn't have happened. well, he can only blame himself for all these. and this is not the first time this kind of thing happened in my family already. i'm really sick and tired of all these nonsenses that's happening at home. if only i could turn back time... how good will it be.. sigh.. only if someone can come and cheer me up now. so sad~ i know i'll be fine after tomorrow. don think i can go padang tmr. given this kind of situation at home, i really need to stay at home and keep watch of my mum now. sigh... if this is what life is suppose to be, den i'll say that life really sucks a lot.. sigh.. hope everything will be fine. that's all i have to say. take care peeps~